nine.ten.twelve.

Why so down eh?

Posted 3 hours ago but still nobody says anything! No one have memories of me! Nooo :(

I kept checking my Facebook with my phone to see if I would see something that makes me smile. Manatau apa pun tak ada. Ada saya punya joker saja. I've got no friends.. *emo*

A bit sad la but not sad until my day is gone like that. Still having fun visiting clients and making more friends outside. So, since Koay is the only one who 'liked' and 'commented on this status (started by yeohjo and now almost everyone is re-posting it), I shall talk about how I got to know him/notice him in the beginning.

Actually, I'm gonna tell his side first since it's about me. Heh.

So, there was this secretariat meeting where all registered secretariats must attend in order to know what to do on the day of the Floorball Tournament. At that time, I volunteered to represent fireBRANDS since no one else wanted to do it. This is for the Division 2 btw. And it was in 2008/2009. I'm not sure la. Anyways, he was in the meeting too but unfortunately, I DID NOT notice him there. But he noticed me! *blushes* (end of his side)

For me, I only noticed him when we were both on secretariat duty but I had no idea what his name was. Only when the match ended then only I knew. Haha. There was one incident where me and a few friends (girls) were watching his match versus the Dalat team I think, and then one of the girls pointed at him (he was wearing number 9 jersey) and asked who that guy was. And I was like, "Oh, that's Adrian Koay." So yea, a friend thought he was handsome and after that, I remembered him and we became good friends since (he sure very paiseh now)

Okay, no more sulking over a Facebook post d! TIME FOR UPDATES on the little one!

Hello little one,

When you are older, I'm going to show you all this little post I write to you imagining that you could actually hear me now. Hahaha. I think I get more excited than your mother. So crazy! Here, we can see your little nose. Don't know if you are a boy or a girl yet. Whatever it is, your favourite colour must be green cos I'm gonna shower you with green toys and green clothes and green everything! Say NO! to pink. Oh and also I'm told that you are one super active baby. I've already requested a video on the next checkup so I can see your movements! I really cannot wait to see you, you little bundle of joy! Till the next picture baby precious! :) Blessed eleven weeks old!

Click me to see the first post of the baby!

Koay thinks I might be too obsessed with babies. I don't think I am.. I think it's normal. Very normal. Oh well. Minimum of four babies yo.

counting down: seventy two hours left to my short quick holiday :D

The Wrong Side.

It's so normal for people (whether working or studying) to have Monday blues. And I never really have them until today. I mean, of course there were sundays where I wished its still weekend the next day but I have never felt so.. blue? Till now, I don't think its Monday blues. I think and I feel (like a 99% part of me) that I definitely woke up at the other side of my bed and it's the wrong one.

And it feels horrible. I don't even know why or how it happened. I remember going to bed last night feeling normal and nowhere near sad or like this. This feeling of just upset and 'boh kah muan' feeling. Okay, now that I'm typing it out, I think I know what really causes it. Hmm.. or it could be one of the reason. Pfft. But it shouldn't have bothered me cos it's not important, or at least it's not important anymore, heh.

Or it could be because Koay called me at 5:21am, saying "Why you change kindergarden?". He repeated that so many times to every 'huh' I said. That lasted for a minute and 34 seconds (I checked my phone for the record). It definitely felt like 15 minutes of repeating after one another. I don't know la. I don't know what causes this 'hole' I'm in. It's not quarter-life-crisis. I definitely hope not. Ughhh.

Sumore this 'situation' I'm in right now is a very dangerous one. Koay can tell you about it. The only few ways I know that could make me feel better and out of this 'hole' is to spend. Yeah, spend the ringgits. I even suggested dinner-ing at Seoul Garden later (just cos I want to eat non-stop and be at a place that's nice). Of course he gave me that look. Thank God for Koay to stop me from doing silly things that I might regret (like spending all my salary on food and unnecessary stuff). So, the plan is to eat dinner at home and then make sure I stay home and lock the money bag or cardbag! (I really doubt that I would stay home tonight). Anyone up for supper? Just let me know!

Currently listening to Jesus, Take The Wheel (Carrie Underwood is so gorgeous)

A goal that I need to make sure I achieve: go to a place where I have never been to at least once a year.

i miss holidays. i miss being under the sun. i miss soaking in salt water. i miss putting on the sun block (still gets dark with or without those cream, funny la!) i miss the long rides in the bus. i miss lame jokes. i miss redang. i miss perhentian.

can't wait for Friday to come. KL, wait for us okay? :)

fireBRANDS' Movie Night.

DO NOT EAT YOUR DINNER ANYWHERE ELSE THIS FRIDAY!

DO NOT WATCH OTHER MOVIES THIS FRIDAY!

Spend your Friday evening with us!

See you there!

:)

The Big Ending.

thirtieth september twenty twelve.

the day when reality hit hard on me. the day when the Big Man reminded me how crazy of the things He's able to do. the day He blew my mind away. the day of emotions running high. the day when I made my family proud. the day of celebration. also the day everyone looks like lohans (the fish) HAHA.

that day came.

At times I think back of what I have done to deserve all this. To be given the honor of walking up the stage twice. £50 is not a big reward from Keele University, but it definitely came to me as a surprise. the Big Man is so crazily amazing (there are no words to describe how it actually felt for God to surprise me like that) I mean, come on! 

All I aimed for in college was to pass all the subjects. First Class Honors? Never targeted that (and no, I'm not trying to say that I'm smart). I'm just amazed what God did what He did. IT'S CRAZY! This is a perfect example of 'do your best in all things and God will handle the rest'!

Okay, say no more. Time for visual syiokness (warning: there'll be loads and load of pictures since it's the day we all get to vain kau kau) - some taken with the S2.

that Saturday noon getting all ready to snap a nice photo with ah kong.

that Sunday morning started with a great breakfast time with crazy people.

behind the scenes.

i don't like flowers. but if I have to like one, it would always be red rose.

when you honor Him, He will honor you.

i am truly blessed.

 

the one whom i know stands by me through the storms.

   

 classmate from Turkmenistan, Gulayim. Koay gets to come into the hall thanks to her extra ticket! :)

some of the KEELE-ers.

*sings*

as we go on, we remember all the times we had together.

and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever.

 

the only picture I took at the Keele Dinner (too hungry d!)

Choo and Ng (voted by us best couple of the three years! and no they are not REALLY a couple)

Along with the people from KEELE University. 

and a loud and long yam seng to bid farewell.

And with that, I conclude this post with a photo of people whom I cherish the most in the entire galaxy.

Be blessed peeps.